Looking back on it, my last post might have been a bit dramatic. In fact, I’ve had a really good few days since. Watching a couple films, getting drunk with your closest friends, no worries in the world. That’s how it should be.
I’ve been looking forward to tomorrow for a very long time now. It’s a secret outdoor party with Breach coming to perform. I’m going to get happy with my friends and it’s going to be fun. That, and it’s also Comic Con next weekend. I’ve bought my outfit and I’m going to dress up as Blondie from Sucker Punch (if you haven’t seen it, I really recommend that you do).
That above is a picture back from my old blogging days where I used to spend all my time on Lookbook.nu and Blogger. Those were good days but I simply cannot afford the lifestyle I had before I became a student :(
The calm before the storm, well, it was nice while it lasted. I feel like I’ve fallen into an abyss of stress and other such problems that are only going to get worse over the next few of weeks. If I didn’t have such great friends, I would have spent the day wrapped in my duvet feeling sorry for myself. On the other hand, it’s a storm that has been building up for a while and bound to strike at any time. So in a way, most of my problems at least, I’ve already come to terms with.
Anyway, I’m just whining and can’t disclose any details. Speak to you tomorrow, perhaps.
I’ve been racking my brains all day trying to figure out what to write about. Truth is, I’m not all the interesting. Unlike most of the people I follow on Tumblr, I’m not severely depressed or battling an eating disorder or really, really, ridiculously good looking or funny or socially awkward or have any sort of talent at all. I’m pretty average. There are loads of things I enjoy doing, but nothing I excel at. You’ve heard that saying, jack of all trades. I’d be Jack.
Let’s take today for example. I spent all morning nursing a hangover and feeling guilty for putting off revision. Then when I mustered the energy to leave my bed, I watched How I Met Your Mother, spent countless hours on Reddit, went to half a lecture and had Chinese for dinner. That’s essentially all I do with my life. Sometimes I work too. I fix computers, or at least I try to. The important part to take away is that I’m happy doing what I do :)